every inch of me should miss you right now, but its ok because I know that you live just up the road, left at the traffic lights and down the hill..
And must my name until I die, Be no more than an alibi?
Stonloy Thomos Stowort
Brotnoy Oloxondroo Wollooms :P
Joffroy Mochool Donton
Omy Moroo Do Coorono :|
Josmono Nodono Fobro ;___;
Nool Onthono Porcoll
Togon Roymo Clovolond
Looron Nocholo Gohl O_O
Froncos Olozoboth Vossols @___@
jordon mochool rochords-lopoz
Moo Molly Poppy Olos AYAY
Jack McManus - Band On the Piano
Les Mis - Stars
Howie Day - Collide
Frank Turner - The Road
Fionn Regan - Put a Penny in the Slot
But i really dont want to be a drama queen. To late though. Im seriously sorry.
oh and my hands are shaking.
I dont actually know whats wrong with me. I feel really scared, like something really bad is about to happen.
I woke up at about 2 and started freaking out and crying and panicing. It was like i was scared of the dark all over again. It was like that time on holiday when i was about six and we were at this museum and i got lost and i managaed to convince myself my family and ditched me and i would never see them again.
Ive slowly lost grip on everything. I dont have a focus anymore.. i never did if im honest. I dont know what to do. I need someone to talk to me, not to talk to. I juts want someone to just talk and talk and not need a reply more than a few words long. I just want them to tell me everything anything. I dont know why thats important for me, I just feel i need someone to do that. Maybe its more the fact I need to feel someone needs me? I need to feel i can help someone, listen to them?
Everything seems to be going down the drain, which it shouldnt, because nothing in particular has changed. I dont think.
Actually everythings changed in weird ways. Should I feel as though everyone except me is moving up and on?
Maybe this is all part of being a teenager. Idk. Somethings I cant tell anyone. I wish I could.
But for now imma going to watch Harpers Island. Chloe, can I copy your spanish work please? Im very sorry i wasnt into day, for you to do maths. xx
I just decided that my wall doesnt catter for all ethnic minorities. So i just cut out a picture of a black fellaaaa.
Theres been a lot going round and round my ol’cranium in the recentz. But today I decided to let it all go and now its lovely, i havent been thinking half as hard and im totally happy(:
Yesterrrr eve was so awesome! We must do it again before Jose goes.
- By-the-by if your after a surefire, 100% way for crossing the road without dying its this: Dont look.
Never ceases to fail. I never look. Im not dead.
- To be able to fall asleep before 3am and sleep through the whole night for the fast time in about two weeks.
- To stop getting my hopes up about everything…
- That tomrrw night would hurry on the up (:
- That he would like me back..
Mia, your such a beautiful person and you make me smile a lot and i love you and i just wanted to make sure you knew all this even though ive already told you and yeahhh (:
Chloe, i know your only a lezzzzbinim on weekdays but that doesnt stop me thinking your the fittest person ever, even on Sundays ;) i love you and i need a bigggg discuss with you about the issues of the economy and whatt’not…
never have beforeee…
The friendships you’ve been building on the last four years could just be like ‘right, im off then. Byee’
Are we organised for next year now? Providing we get the place.
yesss babycake. Im getting that powerpoint readdy ;)
Its like when a car crashes in to a tree and the front all crumples. Thats kinda what I feel like atm. Idk why really, well I do. Its because the thing i want most to happen in the world right now will never ever happen. Its because I miss Mitch so much. Its because my life is nothing like ive dreamed it to be since I was about five. Its because im not the person I want to be.
Last night was incredibly fun, what i can remember of it anywho. Blimminn’heck